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Who is Kimberly?
I was born Kimberly Ray McClendon 10/07/1960 in small Kentucky town with a bloodline blend of Scotch Irish and Cherokee and lived an uneventful small town life. My mother had a beauty shop in the home and my father was a teacher He taught biology and physiology. I use to grade his students test papers, just to have something to do. His test where all fill in the blank and essay. He believed either you knew the human body and the systems or not. There was no margin for mistake and no-guessing games on his test. It was common for anatomical charts of the human body or plastic body parts lying around the house. Besides that as a child, I stayed in my room a lot and cried, always feeling misunderstood and alone in life. My teenage years where typical of the 70’s kid, I mostly stayed stoned through out high school. Now I know I was an emotional empath and I could feel human pain on all levels and could not separate it from my own pain as a child. The drugs and alcohol numbed me out as a teenager. After graduation, I immediately went to a Medical Laboratory Technical vocational school. This didn’t make any sense because I hated science and had always wanted to be a commercial artist. I loathed working in the hospitals and clinical laboratories that I remained in for 15 years. I never felt like I was where I belonged. Despite the fact, I successfully worked as a supervisor of Blood Bank in a hospital for ten years. I left that position to be head of the Bacteriology department in a diagnostic clinic.

I married at age 19. We had met partying and continued do so; our life was work and party. We purchased a little white house in the county and acquired a golden retriever. Soon we became interested in the breed and sport of dog showing. This was the only real excitement in my life .My escape from reality. We traveled and successfully showed dogs for about 12 years.

Our partying days came to a halt. When the police arrived to a party, we had attended. Our friends ended up in prison for trafficking drugs and I had a wake call. I remember the day my parents came to get me out of jail. On the way home, I made a deal with God if you get me out of this I’ll do whatever for you. Can you image the laughter that rang through the universe? I remember when I invoked this prayer of commitment, an opening formed in the sky and a light beamed into my crown. I tried to tell my partner, he told me I was hung over and delusional. The timing of this life event happened at the same time as what is known as the Universal Harmonic Convergence.

June 22, 1991 my life changed again when my daughter was born. Things that seemed significant before had no meaning now. This being of love was all where was. Life was a different adventure now.

When my daughter was about two, my husband did not come home one night. After being married all of my adult life, at the magical number of 33, I was suddenly a single mother of a two year old. My uneventful life flipped upside down and I had no coping skills. I never had to struggle in my life and suddenly life was a struggle. Like that was not enough. My, boss in my present job was very insecure and controlling, the type that kicks you when your down. I was at the lowest point of my life and she was adding straws to the camel’s back daily. One day when I was laying in my bedroom floor curled up in a fetal position uncontrollably crying, begging God to take me. I couldn’t take anymore, my personal life and career both where crumbling. Abruptly I stopped crying and got up with this knowing I had to quit my job and go to massage school. There was nobody in my life to stop me. I could do want ever I wanted to. Now looking back God did take me, I surrendered. Moreover, I see my old boss as an angel that kicked my ass.

That summer I bred every dog I had. I had never bred my dogs to make money, only for the purpose to have a new show dog. God gave me this resource, my dogs. I had loved and natured them, now in this moment they where taking care of me. I had a national reputation in the dog world so I knew I had homes available waiting for puppies. That summer I quit a career of fifteen years with full paid benefits to raise puppies, with my daughter and began massage school. This was best summer of my life.

Massage school was easy for me. From the beginning, I knew exactly where, to put my hands, I just knew. The school I attended was traditional massage and did not offer any energy classes nor did they discuss energy with us. I do remember a couple of people who said they did Reike but I was unfamiliar with the term. One day at lunch the Reike girls approached me and ask if they do some work on me. Sure, I’m game.

The whole time I was on the table, they kept discussing among themselves my energy. Something about it was different to them from others. Apparently, my field had a high vibration; I was clueless to what this meant. The next day when I arrived to school one of the Reike girls told me she had something to tell me. She clasped my arms and looked into my eyes and said,”There are Angels who choose to walk on Earth; they came because they have work to do for humanity, you are an Earth Angel”. I laughed and said,”I don’t see any wings on my back, or a halo”. She replied, “You do have a halo and you just haven’t used your wings yet.” Maybe an Angel with one wing in the fire?.

About six months later, I was working for myself, establishing my massage business. One day this guy showed up at my office, said he had been looking for me. He told me we shared a mutual friend and that he did energy work. He wanted to do a session on me. Sure, I’m open so I agreed to experience the work. Again, this person was in awe with my field. He had never worked with anyone that was as sensitive as I was. I could track the energy through out my body. He couldn’t believe how sensitive I was for the first time I had received work. I had forgotten about my one Reike experience. I could track the energy moving through my body into the organs and feel chunks of things breaking away from my body. It was pure joy for him to work on me because of my ability to sense the energy and give feed back of the experience. He probably worked on me about three or 4 times. I do not remember his name. I don’t know what he called the work he did. I do remember him talking about a book called something like, Dancing with Dragon. I do know this was an awakening of something deep within me.

In conversation he shared with me about children who could see energy and beings that where in other planes of existence. I knew my daughter was one of these children .She had always had an imagery friend and she would sing and talk to the angels. I thought is just her imagination and I was going along with it because it was fun. That night when I got home, I ask her if she saw lights around people and she said, “No, mommy it’s not around people it takes their shape”. She sat me down and explained all about the colors, that she so innocently saw, energy as I had labeled it. My life has never been the same. That started the quest .I had to get my hands on all the information I could so when my innocent one ask questions I would have explanations.

I began buying books that had pictures I could show her so she would know other people also saw what she did. Of course, she did not know that the rest of the world didn’t see everything that she saw.

By this time, my kinesics abilities that kicked in. I could feel the energies she could see, I knew the colors because I could feel them. I thought that this was just something that happened to all massage therapists. I went back to school for another 6months, to take an advanced therapeutic massage techniques and I found out this was not true. Not everyone had the natural ability to know where the pain was in the body. Actually, most didn’t know of what I was talking about when I explained I could feel the patient’s pain. I knew where to put my hands because I could feel the pain. At times when I was working, it would feel as if someone took my hands and placed them as if I had no control over my own hands. Sometimes my hands would seem to be stuck on a body part and I couldn’t move. I would feel a very emotional wave of sadness that would subside into a feeling of relief. I started asking other therapist if they felt this, and I would get a very puzzled look with very little response. I was discussing this one day with another therapist, when she was on my table and I showed her what was going on with me and she told me I was doing energy work I was a healer and there was as organization that did Healing Touch, their modalities where like what I was intuitively doing. She gave me a flyer about these classes and insisted that I go to them. This marked another turning point in my life.

I finally felt at home. When I went to my first Healing Touch class, this was family a kinship of people, a gathering of kinder spirits. I attended as many Healing Touch classes as possible; I don’t know how many times I repeated level one just to be in the energy with other people doing what I was doing. Pandora’s Box was open. Within a month from taking my first Healing Touch class, I attended Reike I & II. To be quit honest I didn’t feel that much at Reike. At that time, I didn’t understand the concept of someone had to pass an attunement to another person. My own healing energies occurred naturally, so this wasn’t a perception for me. I did understand how the intent of the ritual opened the door for some people that believe another must hand over the power. I believe the receiving of any energy work awakens the connection to the Creator within.

Within a 2-month period, I attended Healing Touch I, Rekei I & II and Healing Touch Level II. In addition, I was doing daily self-healings and meditating for hours. I was an energy junkie. I was listening to Dr. Wayne Dyer’s Ultimate Omm morning and evening. One day lying in my healing room after finishing the Omm exercise and starting the Marianne Wilmson tape, I expanded into an altered state. Suddenly I felt someone grasp a hold of my feet. I opened my eyes no one was physically there. A force across my chest pushed me back down flat onto the table and my feet and chest where being held by invisible beings. My left arm flung out to my side and the right followed. It felt as if my wrist where being tied down. An excruciating pain went through the palms of my hands. It felt like a nail gun shot through my palms and made an opening. From the bottom of my soles, energy began to spin and move up trough my body. Every physical trauma I had never experienced energetically spun out of my body. I felt stitches from child hood, release. I felt vaccinations and shots in my behind buzz out of me like a beehive. I re-experienced the birth my daughter, which was c-section in reverse. When the energy hit my mouth I felt dental work reserve out of my teeth and I could taste metal and Novocain. This was the first time I was aware of my guides working on me without a facilitator present. For three days, my hands excreted a sweet aroma. To this day I have, no explanation of the event other than it was the initiation into the next chapter of my life. That was only the beginning of many visitations, healings and initiations.

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In The Beginning
How did the Sphere Work begin? I have been a massage therapist and energy healer facilitator since 1995. Some where along the way as I was working in the energy field I stumbled across cords that seemed to come out of the clients charkas. Cords are known of and discussed in various different modalities. Nothing new. I happily went along my merely way turning the work over as I always did just being the facilitator for Creator is the healer.

For several years, I attended a Healing Touch practice group in Nashville TN led by Bonnie Johnson. Bonnie is an accomplished instructor and empowering mentor. As we practiced our Healing Touch techniques, I always off doing something else in the field. Bonnie would sometimes question me “What was that?” my respond was usually just a shroud of the shoulders a gestured of don’t ask me I don’t have a clue. I have always marched to a different beat than most, and I just labeled as my definite nature .Besides all I needed to know was Creator is the healer I’m only the facilitator.

Along my journey, I studied every modality coming and going. My seeker couldn’t get enough information. The part of me that seemed definite to others was the seeker. The seeker who knew everything is the same, on some level we are all working on the same thing; not one modality is better than another it just has a different vibrational frequency. A different tone that fits into the Universal Harmonic Grid. Like the colors of threads that weave the big tapestry. I want to experience all the colors.

One day as I was questioning myself; by sharing my findings with another Healing Touch instructor and friend Marty Rather. She made a comment about being the puppet, as long as let you’re yourself be the puppet you will be. Ask questions so you can be a conscious healer. I had never thought about being a conscious healer. It had never matter to me what was going go as I did the work for Creator was the healer. From that moment, I found the meaning of “Ask and you shall receive.” Because I ask I began to notice specific patterns in the work I, intangibly did. Sequences and similaries began to emerge that where different from my studies with other modalities.

I had to know the answer to this, where is the book who is teaching this workshop. There had to be other monkeys out there. I was like a Multi level marketer, the ones that have passion, and want to discuss their product to anyone within three feet of them. I couldn’t find “The Answer”. I found partial answers, pieces that I wove together from seeking other healers and scholars. I would receive information a symbol from Creator that was connected to some culture or religious symbol .Off; I would go again to the next quest. This is it, only to find it was part of the whole. Pieces would fall into my hands from the most unlikely sources. Finally, one day I screamed out “NO MORE. I AM NOT WORKING ON ANOTHER PERSON UNTIL I SEE THE WHOLE THING” Wham!!
I saw the Holographic Crystalline Grid of many Energy Systems interconnected together as a whole, like nothing I had never seen before. Unlike anything, I had read about. I saw it in its entirety. That was Sept 2002; I witnessed the first activation that day. Today is Dec15th 2006 and I saw the rest of the picture. (Not true) .A picture that is never complete, just when you think it’s done another dimension is revealed.

What is the Sphere Work?
What is this Energy System, how is it different from other working systems? How does it relate to the other systems, to the whole?

The Sphere grid is similar to the Tree of Life grid in the ancient Kabala writings and by knows means is I an expert Cabbalist. When I drew out the diagram of the energy I was working with, I did not recognize this in the beginning as the kabala grid... I had never studied the Kabala. I’m from Southern KY and that sounded like something you put on a grill at a fancy picnic.

Jan 2003 I was in Orlando Fld at the New Age Retail show, and the Kabala Center out of New York was there. My solar plexus pulled me to their booth. I started crying when I saw the Tree of Life Grid. There it was. The spheres and the paths I had drawn, and had consciously been working with since 1999, were right there in front of me. I hadn’t found anything new; I was just tangibly feeling, seeing and hearing the Tree of Life. I was listening to the spheres and the paths. Now I was happy. This is the “Book” I’ve been looking for; yes, I knew someone had written about this. My search was over. Then I noticed I had documented what seemed to be 15 spheres, which didn’t quit match, the traditional Tree grid.

Well at least somebody could hear my story now I would find those who had the answers. I respectively found that most Cabbalists are very dogmatic in their study and just as passionate as I am. I soon as I said,” No there’s 15 spheres” they would no longer hear me and conversation was over. I would hear “Well then it’s not the Tree of Life”. Lip hanging, I would walk away discouraged. Would I never find anyone out there that knew the answer?

Willingly I kept taking an assortment of varied workshops and reading books looking for the answers.

This journey had turned my massage therapy work into a more integrative holistic practice. By this time, I was also a clinical hypnotherapist, doing past life regression and integrative archetypical sessions. I had also crossed paths with a few Shamans and was throwing that into the kettle too. I began teaching other bodies of work such as Vianna Stibal’s Thetahealing and Crystal Journey classes that I had designed along the way. After all, I am a walking information counter and I love to share and help others so teaching was a natural progression. Meantime I kept doing the Sphere work when I found a willing body and documenting my findings.

The Grid
The cords from long since the beginning had a different name, Life Threads. They attach to balloons out in the field, which now are called Orbs. The Orbs contain emotional trauma. I have channeled information about the description of each of the spheres and their role. The outer spheres in the grid are the Balancers and they each have a light beam that connects them to each other, these beams are the Paths. By then I knew the Balancers represented where you are in your journey with creation and the paths are your next journey. Their are all fed by the Middle Pillar ,which has been called the Hara Line , the KA in other studies and is Governing and Conception vessel in the Meridian Energy System. This contains Life Force energy that connects the Heavens to the Earth. These are the portal doorways to God the Creator and the Creation.
Out past the grid to the spheres lays another grid it is the shape of the Star of David, the alchemy star, or the Merkaba as some have labeled it. This is like the casing of the Sausage. Within are the layers of the Auric Field, and then is the Balancer Grid with its Paths like the Tree of Life grid. In the center, layering on top of the Hara line is three Biospheres. Biospheres that house Flowers of Life within. Each Biosphere alone represents either past, now and future time, together they are all time. Each Biosphere has an axis in the center that connects to the Universal Web of all information the Divine Matrix. This axis can become stuck, information becomes distorted by the Orbs that are lodged out in field that are connected by the Life Threads that come from the Hara line that explored the Paths that connect to the Balancers. The underneath layer is the Charka energy system. These systems Holographic layer on top of each other, connect to each other and work together. Sounds like a Dr, Seuss book. This is the easy part. After orbs begin to clear and more energy was available. The Activations were beginning to be set in place.

November 2003 the work changed, suddenly I was doing a series activations with the Sphere Work. I was seeing additional symbols and grids.

The activations, which I believe are awakenings to the pristine energy that is available. This series of Activations, Attunements, or Awakenings seem to be the initiation of the light body to the ascension process. So far, I have witnessed four, I believe there are seven. (I have seen the 5th)
The first activation is the Mother Matrix. In this work, the three Biospheres’ are spun after the balance grid and hara line come into alignment. When they synchronize into the zone of All Time and a small Merkaba raises out of the Hara just below the navel .This is the Inner Merkaba, which encases the Inner Self core essence. The filaments of the Inner Merkaba structure are repaired and energized. A new energetic umbilical cord is then wove, and connected to the divine Mother Matrix. After this connection is in place another Merkaba structure drops down from the Divine Creator, this structure encases the Higher Self. The two Merkaba structures come into alignment with each other. This is the alignment of the inner self with then higher self. This aligns your soul purpose with your earth purpose and integrates with the divine spiritual purpose. When the Inner self and Higher self unite, the energy of manifestation occurs. Manifestation energy can only be produced and conducted when the inner self and higher self unite. (.the polarity current is inner self has negative pole and higher self has a positive pole.) The first time I witnessed this, I ask what is this.and I was told, “It is as if Buddha and Jesus wed so that Mary will be born”

The second activation is the Eye of Horus. I see and feel a big eye in the back of the head. I was told this structure was accepted by humanity with the thought it would retain knowledge. Now it is holds people to the past, keeping them a state of waiting for the past to come back. This structure is removed and three light beams come in from Creator, they are clear, neon colors. A triangle is formed and the beams connect in the back of the Heart charka. See enables the receiver to have a clear the path to Divine will. It sets the energy up for the transition of going from working with Masters to being the Divine working Master. Thy will, will be done on EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.

The third is the Golden kundali awakening. I witness three spirals on top of the head, which represent the Trinity Aspects of the Soul, Spirit and Human. A clearing and alignment is facilitated by spinning the spirals. Then the spirals expand and appear as a hooded cobra. This energy connects to the Galactic Center, braids and ascends down the Hara Line through the transpersonal charka to the root chakra. The energy is golden, not red. This is the alignment and awakening of the transition into the dimensional Tree of Life Grid.

The fourth is the Sacred Heart a cross is formed on the initiate, and two golden ratio spirals are placed in, as the shape of a heart. Then Gaia slays the person in the spirit. This activation brings in the three Mothers; The Trinity Mothers of the Tree of Life. This releases the heart of bondage with the death of an archetype that no longer serves your higher self. This is the doorway to awakening to the Solar Heart, which I believe to be the fifth activation. This process is the beginning of the collapsing of the Soul Monad. This empowers you to ascend to a Solar Monadic System.

Just when you think, enough, you receive more. June 2004 I began to witness the Matrixes. As I was doing a distance reading /healing over the phone suddenly, I began to witness something different. I knew my work had evolved from pulling programs as I originally had been taught. I was working beyond, in the parallel existences of the whole Monad. I heard it is time for you to see the Matrix .On this day I was shown the Matrix Grid to the Archetypical patterns that hold the programs, the beliefs that capture humanity. I was given specific instructions on how to disengage the Matrixes. To free the Monad from the illusion so that it may once again return to the Divine source.
For those of you who may not be familiar with the term Monad, this is my understanding of the Soul Monad. When the Divine source of all there is, ignited to experience all there is, and burst into particles from the infinite into aspects the Soul Monads where formed. The Soul Monad is represented by 12 aspects of archetypal expression .Which is expressed through one of the 12 Soul Selves. Each individual human being has a Soul. The human houses the Soul. This Soul housed in the human being is one of the Soul Self aspects, which are part of a Soul Monad. The Soul Monad consists of 12 Soul Self expressions within the whole. Some of the Soul Self aspects may actually be in the third plane of existence simultaneously. That means living in the earth plane and experiencing life at the same period or overlapping time frame. Example one aspect could be 90years old living in South Africa and another 5years old living in South Bend Indiana USA. The Soul Monad is working on the completing original script of life, which was contracted in the beginning of existence. When to the original mission is remembered and completed the Soul Monad returns to oneness with the Divine infinite, which in all reality it never separated from the Divine to begin with. Because of the veils of illusion, clarity is lost and a Soul’s delusion is it separate from spirit and has forgotten it is always one.

It is the Soul Monad that “Sins” and carries the emotional traumas into the next existence, or what has been labeled as Karma. The Monad’s mission gets a little sidetracked at this point as it has taken on the additional job of clearing from the emotional traumas that are experienced during the life journey .These are created from emotional attachment to the life experience which is lodged in the Auric field .This is the creation of the orbs. Which are now blocking the perception of the Soul. The Soul Self is unable remember the original blueprint. As the Soul Monad clears, it evolves and begins to complete its original assignment. Some aspects of the 12 Soul Selves may have completed their assignment and already be evolved past the traumas. This is the entrance into total remembrance. These members to not have to return to the third plane to the earth plane. They are your cosmic cheerleaders so to speak, they hold the blueprint of the original mission. As more of the Monadic Soul Selves return to Divine Source in the seventh plane of existence the lessons gets easier, clearer on the earth plane. Clarity is more readily obtainable for the remaining Soul Self that is still engaged in the existence on the third plane, Earth. The third plane Earth is school; this is the only plane the Soul Monad evolves by understanding the lessons and clears the contracts. Other Soul Selves may to living in other dimension, other parallel realities, their “stuff’ may filter down into this dimension and the Soul Self in this plane clears the traumas from the other dimensions. That is what happens when we seem to repeating lessons. As the Monad clears, it collapses into its self, by releasing and healing the archetypes.

Soul Groups are a collection of Soul Monads that came to the Earth to work on issues together. They carry the same vibration frequencies within the group, but may have some archetypical difference. This is their strength, but it can also become weakness. When the group looses perspective of the whole Divine and becomes too dogmatic with its agenda. The vision of the Group becomes the quest, and it is forgotten that it is apart of the whole. Example of this would be National agendas, Political groups, Religious fanatics, any type of Cult behaviors that believe they have the only answer to the only way. If someone within this group doesn’t wake up to diversity of the Whole Existence, we all stay trapped inside the delusion. These groups are working with a particular Matrix grid. The groups are actually here to break free from the Matrix grid they are working within. This does not mean this is your entire Soul Family nor does it mean you will consciously know the others while you are in this existence. You may be one who appears to work against the group. This challenge may help to bring action that creates change, which invokes energy for enlightenment and freedom from the Matrix grid.

Soul Families are many Soul Groups that are connected to the same mission, share archetypes but may appear to have different agendas that intertwine to create a whole construct. Example could be The Healer Archetype. You have energetic healers facilitating work in the best and highest way that considers their work holistic. There are many variations of healing modalities; all consider theirs the best .Then you have Doctors who have studied Allopathic medicine; the work appears to be different but the agenda is the same, to heal. These categories could be broke down even more, more separated from the whole purpose, which is to heal the whole human. This is one example of if we don’t accept the diversity and see the unity we will all stay stuck.

What are the Matrixes? Basically, in its rawest form, it is thought form. Group conscious energy in thought form that may have had a significant purpose but now maybe trapped energy, a corrupt file. Usually corrupted by power or control which in reality is a fear-based action. A Matrix has more holding power than just a belief. The energy is a reflection of negative thought or limiting thought that is designed from fear. Fear may have other faces and names but bottom line it is fear, which is lack of love. The distorted matrixes have mirror images to the divine. After the contaminated matrixes are released, the Divine Matrix is free to plug in. An example of these would to going from Emotional Love to Divine Love, Powerless to Divine Power. These are main Matrixes. I have witnessed several sub matrixes be attached to a main matrix.

Why does the matrix have more power? It’s in the design. How? The intention of the design was created so that humanity could communicate as a whole with the possibilities of telepathic communication through form so when file corrupted it ran like virus through out the soul groups and families. This energy is called a misaim in Homeopathy.













Merkaba
Merkaba, also spelled Merkabah, is the divine light vehicle allegedly used by ascended masters to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light, (wheels within wheels), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another.
In modern esoteric teachings, it is taught that the MerKaBa is an interdimensional vehicle consisting of two equally sized, interlocked tetrahedron of light with a common center, where one tetrahedron points up and the other down. This point symmetric form is called a stella octangula or stellated octahedron which can also be obtained by extending the faces of a regular octahedron until they intersect again.
In his books, researcher and physicist Drunvalo Melchizedek describes this figure as a "Star Tetrahedron", since it can be viewed as a three dimensional Star of David. By imagining two superimposed "Star Tetrahedrons" as counterrotating, along with specific "prana" breathing techniques, certain eye movements and mudras, it is taught that one can activate a non-visible 'saucer' shaped energy field around the human body that is anchored at the base of the spine.
Depending on the height of the person doing the exercise, this field is about 55 feet across. Once activated, this 'saucer' shaped field is capable of carrying ones consciousness directly to higher dimensions.
The word Merkaba or Merkava - Hebrew 'Chariot'or general meaning "to ride an animal, in a chariot" - is used in the Bible (Ezekiel 1:4-26) to refer to the throne-chariot of God, the four-wheeled vehicle driven by four Cherubim, each of which has four wings and four faces (of a man, lion, ox, and eagle). Four means 'time' in alchemy.

The external merkaba

The Inner Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Inner Self. This structure houses 6 archetypes that we all have in common. These archetypes are Child, Female, Male, Victim, Persecutor, and Rescuer.

The triangle pointing upward represents the male

The triangle pointing downward represents the female energy
The Higher Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Higher Self. Our archetypical gifts live here. These differ between individuals. They are pieces of self that we came with that are complete and the parts that seek to be whole. The map for the Journey of this lifetime, and all time.






Orbs-contain the soul fragments of traumas that hold us in a pattern, this diffusion of light distorts the perception of the soul .When the orb is returned to the charka it is related to, the charka absorbs the orb heals the trauma and the undeveloped light becomes light. Our perception becomes clear, and clarity is restored. Orbs encapsulate the trauma, the life threads hold it in place until we release; the release occurs when the chakra absorbs the energy and the energy is returned to the light. The orbs hold the vibration of the trauma, the belief. Like a signal, this continues to draw the same frequency to it. We carry these with us through all time until they heal. They are carried by the soul; from history, mass conciseness, and DNA beliefs it is the soul’s journey to heal the attachment to the story by releasing, transmuting and transforming it into the light body. As this transmutes and your energy frees you will have more capacity to carry light. This enables us to wake up from the illusion and release from the matrixes. The lighten body for the accession process develops. This reabsorbing collapses the Gestalt; group of programs. Clears a group of programs that are all related that come from the initial emotional wound the chakras absorb emotion trauma.

Hara line= KA, Middle pillar are all one and the same this trunk of the tree so to speak. All grows from this. The tree is fed from the energy through the roots; the access portal to the soul of Earth, the energy is then distributed to the tree the braches via the paths to the balancers.

Life threads- An energetic thread that goes out into the world paths to explore possibilities. Threads that energetically link to Soul experiences. When trauma occurs and fears lodge within the psyche and the physical, the life thread holds this energy in place until we heal. Sometimes entangling their self in fear. This is where all imbalances occur, from the energy being engaged, entangled into the fear, and lost in the dark. Threads that link energetic attachment to a belief, which are within the orbs. The orbs are attached by Life threads, an energetic thread that became unwoven. Some have classified this as cords; cords are life threads, they became disengaged from the whole, through emotional attachment, or trauma. Side tracked by life, or life is side tracked; stepping off the yellow brick road. The cutting of cords does not heal the life threads it is only a temporary fix. The orb must return into the physical, the life thread will integrate back into the life force of the whole. Back into the Hara, the middle pillar, the KA these are all the same. When we choose to enter a life path, energy threads weave out to explore the paths.

Fear undeveloped light caught in the dark

Biospheres contain flowers of life where life is contained






Flowers of life
The Flower of Life is a geometrical figure composed of multiple evenly-spaced, overlapping circles, that are arranged so that they form a flower-like pattern with a six-fold symmetry like a hexagon. In other words, the center of each circle is on the circumference of six surrounding circles of the same diameter. The Temple of Osiris at Abydos, Egypt contains the oldest to date example. it is carved in granite and may possibly represent the Eye of Ra a symbol of the authority of the pharaoh





















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Who is Kimberly?
I was born Kimberly Ray McClendon 10/07/1960 in small Kentucky town with a bloodline blend of Scotch Irish and Cherokee and lived an uneventful small town life. My mother had a beauty shop in the home and my father was a teacher He taught biology and physiology. I use to grade his students test papers, just to have something to do. His test where all fill in the blank and essay. He believed either you knew the human body and the systems or not. There was no margin for mistake and no-guessing games on his test. It was common for anatomical charts of the human body or plastic body parts lying around the house. Besides that as a child, I stayed in my room a lot and cried, always feeling misunderstood and alone in life. My teenage years where typical of the 70’s kid, I mostly stayed stoned through out high school. Now I know I was an emotional empath and I could feel human pain on all levels and could not separate it from my own pain as a child. The drugs and alcohol numbed me out as a teenager. After graduation, I immediately went to a Medical Laboratory Technical vocational school. This didn’t make any sense because I hated science and had always wanted to be a commercial artist. I loathed working in the hospitals and clinical laboratories that I remained in for 15 years. I never felt like I was where I belonged. Despite the fact, I successfully worked as a supervisor of Blood Bank in a hospital for ten years. I left that position to be head of the Bacteriology department in a diagnostic clinic.

I married at age 19. We had met partying and continued do so; our life was work and party. We purchased a little white house in the county and acquired a golden retriever. Soon we became interested in the breed and sport of dog showing. This was the only real excitement in my life .My escape from reality. We traveled and successfully showed dogs for about 12 years.

Our partying days came to a halt. When the police arrived to a party, we had attended. Our friends ended up in prison for trafficking drugs and I had a wake call. I remember the day my parents came to get me out of jail. On the way home, I made a deal with God if you get me out of this I’ll do whatever for you. Can you image the laughter that rang through the universe? I remember when I invoked this prayer of commitment, an opening formed in the sky and a light beamed into my crown. I tried to tell my partner, he told me I was hung over and delusional. The timing of this life event happened at the same time as what is known as the Universal Harmonic Convergence.

June 22, 1991 my life changed again when my daughter was born. Things that seemed significant before had no meaning now. This being of love was all where was. Life was a different adventure now.

When my daughter was about two, my husband did not come home one night. After being married all of my adult life, at the magical number of 33, I was suddenly a single mother of a two year old. My uneventful life flipped upside down and I had no coping skills. I never had to struggle in my life and suddenly life was a struggle. Like that was not enough. My, boss in my present job was very insecure and controlling, the type that kicks you when your down. I was at the lowest point of my life and she was adding straws to the camel’s back daily. One day when I was laying in my bedroom floor curled up in a fetal position uncontrollably crying, begging God to take me. I couldn’t take anymore, my personal life and career both where crumbling. Abruptly I stopped crying and got up with this knowing I had to quit my job and go to massage school. There was nobody in my life to stop me. I could do want ever I wanted to. Now looking back God did take me, I surrendered. Moreover, I see my old boss as an angel that kicked my ass.

That summer I bred every dog I had. I had never bred my dogs to make money, only for the purpose to have a new show dog. God gave me this resource, my dogs. I had loved and natured them, now in this moment they where taking care of me. I had a national reputation in the dog world so I knew I had homes available waiting for puppies. That summer I quit a career of fifteen years with full paid benefits to raise puppies, with my daughter and began massage school. This was best summer of my life.

Massage school was easy for me. From the beginning, I knew exactly where, to put my hands, I just knew. The school I attended was traditional massage and did not offer any energy classes nor did they discuss energy with us. I do remember a couple of people who said they did Reike but I was unfamiliar with the term. One day at lunch the Reike girls approached me and ask if they do some work on me. Sure, I’m game.

The whole time I was on the table, they kept discussing among themselves my energy. Something about it was different to them from others. Apparently, my field had a high vibration; I was clueless to what this meant. The next day when I arrived to school one of the Reike girls told me she had something to tell me. She clasped my arms and looked into my eyes and said,”There are Angels who choose to walk on Earth; they came because they have work to do for humanity, you are an Earth Angel”. I laughed and said,”I don’t see any wings on my back, or a halo”. She replied, “You do have a halo and you just haven’t used your wings yet.” Maybe an Angel with one wing in the fire?.

About six months later, I was working for myself, establishing my massage business. One day this guy showed up at my office, said he had been looking for me. He told me we shared a mutual friend and that he did energy work. He wanted to do a session on me. Sure, I’m open so I agreed to experience the work. Again, this person was in awe with my field. He had never worked with anyone that was as sensitive as I was. I could track the energy through out my body. He couldn’t believe how sensitive I was for the first time I had received work. I had forgotten about my one Reike experience. I could track the energy moving through my body into the organs and feel chunks of things breaking away from my body. It was pure joy for him to work on me because of my ability to sense the energy and give feed back of the experience. He probably worked on me about three or 4 times. I do not remember his name. I don’t know what he called the work he did. I do remember him talking about a book called something like, Dancing with Dragon. I do know this was an awakening of something deep within me.

In conversation he shared with me about children who could see energy and beings that where in other planes of existence. I knew my daughter was one of these children .She had always had an imagery friend and she would sing and talk to the angels. I thought is just her imagination and I was going along with it because it was fun. That night when I got home, I ask her if she saw lights around people and she said, “No, mommy it’s not around people it takes their shape”. She sat me down and explained all about the colors, that she so innocently saw, energy as I had labeled it. My life has never been the same. That started the quest .I had to get my hands on all the information I could so when my innocent one ask questions I would have explanations.

I began buying books that had pictures I could show her so she would know other people also saw what she did. Of course, she did not know that the rest of the world didn’t see everything that she saw.

By this time, my kinesics abilities that kicked in. I could feel the energies she could see, I knew the colors because I could feel them. I thought that this was just something that happened to all massage therapists. I went back to school for another 6months, to take an advanced therapeutic massage techniques and I found out this was not true. Not everyone had the natural ability to know where the pain was in the body. Actually, most didn’t know of what I was talking about when I explained I could feel the patient’s pain. I knew where to put my hands because I could feel the pain. At times when I was working, it would feel as if someone took my hands and placed them as if I had no control over my own hands. Sometimes my hands would seem to be stuck on a body part and I couldn’t move. I would feel a very emotional wave of sadness that would subside into a feeling of relief. I started asking other therapist if they felt this, and I would get a very puzzled look with very little response. I was discussing this one day with another therapist, when she was on my table and I showed her what was going on with me and she told me I was doing energy work I was a healer and there was as organization that did Healing Touch, their modalities where like what I was intuitively doing. She gave me a flyer about these classes and insisted that I go to them. This marked another turning point in my life.

I finally felt at home. When I went to my first Healing Touch class, this was family a kinship of people, a gathering of kinder spirits. I attended as many Healing Touch classes as possible; I don’t know how many times I repeated level one just to be in the energy with other people doing what I was doing. Pandora’s Box was open. Within a month from taking my first Healing Touch class, I attended Reike I & II. To be quit honest I didn’t feel that much at Reike. At that time, I didn’t understand the concept of someone had to pass an attunement to another person. My own healing energies occurred naturally, so this wasn’t a perception for me. I did understand how the intent of the ritual opened the door for some people that believe another must hand over the power. I believe the receiving of any energy work awakens the connection to the Creator within.

Within a 2-month period, I attended Healing Touch I, Rekei I & II and Healing Touch Level II. In addition, I was doing daily self-healings and meditating for hours. I was an energy junkie. I was listening to Dr. Wayne Dyer’s Ultimate Omm morning and evening. One day lying in my healing room after finishing the Omm exercise and starting the Marianne Wilmson tape, I expanded into an altered state. Suddenly I felt someone grasp a hold of my feet. I opened my eyes no one was physically there. A force across my chest pushed me back down flat onto the table and my feet and chest where being held by invisible beings. My left arm flung out to my side and the right followed. It felt as if my wrist where being tied down. An excruciating pain went through the palms of my hands. It felt like a nail gun shot through my palms and made an opening. From the bottom of my soles, energy began to spin and move up trough my body. Every physical trauma I had never experienced energetically spun out of my body. I felt stitches from child hood, release. I felt vaccinations and shots in my behind buzz out of me like a beehive. I re-experienced the birth my daughter, which was c-section in reverse. When the energy hit my mouth I felt dental work reserve out of my teeth and I could taste metal and Novocain. This was the first time I was aware of my guides working on me without a facilitator present. For three days, my hands excreted a sweet aroma. To this day I have, no explanation of the event other than it was the initiation into the next chapter of my life. That was only the beginning of many visitations, healings and initiations.

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In The Beginning
How did the Sphere Work begin? I have been a massage therapist and energy healer facilitator since 1995. Some where along the way as I was working in the energy field I stumbled across cords that seemed to come out of the clients charkas. Cords are known of and discussed in various different modalities. Nothing new. I happily went along my merely way turning the work over as I always did just being the facilitator for Creator is the healer.

For several years, I attended a Healing Touch practice group in Nashville TN led by Bonnie Johnson. Bonnie is an accomplished instructor and empowering mentor. As we practiced our Healing Touch techniques, I always off doing something else in the field. Bonnie would sometimes question me “What was that?” my respond was usually just a shroud of the shoulders a gestured of don’t ask me I don’t have a clue. I have always marched to a different beat than most, and I just labeled as my definite nature .Besides all I needed to know was Creator is the healer I’m only the facilitator.

Along my journey, I studied every modality coming and going. My seeker couldn’t get enough information. The part of me that seemed definite to others was the seeker. The seeker who knew everything is the same, on some level we are all working on the same thing; not one modality is better than another it just has a different vibrational frequency. A different tone that fits into the Universal Harmonic Grid. Like the colors of threads that weave the big tapestry. I want to experience all the colors.

One day as I was questioning myself; by sharing my findings with another Healing Touch instructor and friend Marty Rather. She made a comment about being the puppet, as long as let you’re yourself be the puppet you will be. Ask questions so you can be a conscious healer. I had never thought about being a conscious healer. It had never matter to me what was going go as I did the work for Creator was the healer. From that moment, I found the meaning of “Ask and you shall receive.” Because I ask I began to notice specific patterns in the work I, intangibly did. Sequences and similaries began to emerge that where different from my studies with other modalities.

I had to know the answer to this, where is the book who is teaching this workshop. There had to be other monkeys out there. I was like a Multi level marketer, the ones that have passion, and want to discuss their product to anyone within three feet of them. I couldn’t find “The Answer”. I found partial answers, pieces that I wove together from seeking other healers and scholars. I would receive information a symbol from Creator that was connected to some culture or religious symbol .Off; I would go again to the next quest. This is it, only to find it was part of the whole. Pieces would fall into my hands from the most unlikely sources. Finally, one day I screamed out “NO MORE. I AM NOT WORKING ON ANOTHER PERSON UNTIL I SEE THE WHOLE THING” Wham!!
I saw the Holographic Crystalline Grid of many Energy Systems interconnected together as a whole, like nothing I had never seen before. Unlike anything, I had read about. I saw it in its entirety. That was Sept 2002; I witnessed the first activation that day. Today is Dec15th 2006 and I saw the rest of the picture. (Not true) .A picture that is never complete, just when you think it’s done another dimension is revealed.

What is the Sphere Work?
What is this Energy System, how is it different from other working systems? How does it relate to the other systems, to the whole?

The Sphere grid is similar to the Tree of Life grid in the ancient Kabala writings and by knows means is I an expert Cabbalist. When I drew out the diagram of the energy I was working with, I did not recognize this in the beginning as the kabala grid... I had never studied the Kabala. I’m from Southern KY and that sounded like something you put on a grill at a fancy picnic.

Jan 2003 I was in Orlando Fld at the New Age Retail show, and the Kabala Center out of New York was there. My solar plexus pulled me to their booth. I started crying when I saw the Tree of Life Grid. There it was. The spheres and the paths I had drawn, and had consciously been working with since 1999, were right there in front of me. I hadn’t found anything new; I was just tangibly feeling, seeing and hearing the Tree of Life. I was listening to the spheres and the paths. Now I was happy. This is the “Book” I’ve been looking for; yes, I knew someone had written about this. My search was over. Then I noticed I had documented what seemed to be 15 spheres, which didn’t quit match, the traditional Tree grid.

Well at least somebody could hear my story now I would find those who had the answers. I respectively found that most Cabbalists are very dogmatic in their study and just as passionate as I am. I soon as I said,” No there’s 15 spheres” they would no longer hear me and conversation was over. I would hear “Well then it’s not the Tree of Life”. Lip hanging, I would walk away discouraged. Would I never find anyone out there that knew the answer?

Willingly I kept taking an assortment of varied workshops and reading books looking for the answers.

This journey had turned my massage therapy work into a more integrative holistic practice. By this time, I was also a clinical hypnotherapist, doing past life regression and integrative archetypical sessions. I had also crossed paths with a few Shamans and was throwing that into the kettle too. I began teaching other bodies of work such as Vianna Stibal’s Thetahealing and Crystal Journey classes that I had designed along the way. After all, I am a walking information counter and I love to share and help others so teaching was a natural progression. Meantime I kept doing the Sphere work when I found a willing body and documenting my findings.

The Grid
The cords from long since the beginning had a different name, Life Threads. They attach to balloons out in the field, which now are called Orbs. The Orbs contain emotional trauma. I have channeled information about the description of each of the spheres and their role. The outer spheres in the grid are the Balancers and they each have a light beam that connects them to each other, these beams are the Paths. By then I knew the Balancers represented where you are in your journey with creation and the paths are your next journey. Their are all fed by the Middle Pillar ,which has been called the Hara Line , the KA in other studies and is Governing and Conception vessel in the Meridian Energy System. This contains Life Force energy that connects the Heavens to the Earth. These are the portal doorways to God the Creator and the Creation.
Out past the grid to the spheres lays another grid it is the shape of the Star of David, the alchemy star, or the Merkaba as some have labeled it. This is like the casing of the Sausage. Within are the layers of the Auric Field, and then is the Balancer Grid with its Paths like the Tree of Life grid. In the center, layering on top of the Hara line is three Biospheres. Biospheres that house Flowers of Life within. Each Biosphere alone represents either past, now and future time, together they are all time. Each Biosphere has an axis in the center that connects to the Universal Web of all information the Divine Matrix. This axis can become stuck, information becomes distorted by the Orbs that are lodged out in field that are connected by the Life Threads that come from the Hara line that explored the Paths that connect to the Balancers. The underneath layer is the Charka energy system. These systems Holographic layer on top of each other, connect to each other and work together. Sounds like a Dr, Seuss book. This is the easy part. After orbs begin to clear and more energy was available. The Activations were beginning to be set in place.

November 2003 the work changed, suddenly I was doing a series activations with the Sphere Work. I was seeing additional symbols and grids.

The activations, which I believe are awakenings to the pristine energy that is available. This series of Activations, Attunements, or Awakenings seem to be the initiation of the light body to the ascension process. So far, I have witnessed four, I believe there are seven. (I have seen the 5th)
The first activation is the Mother Matrix. In this work, the three Biospheres’ are spun after the balance grid and hara line come into alignment. When they synchronize into the zone of All Time and a small Merkaba raises out of the Hara just below the navel .This is the Inner Merkaba, which encases the Inner Self core essence. The filaments of the Inner Merkaba structure are repaired and energized. A new energetic umbilical cord is then wove, and connected to the divine Mother Matrix. After this connection is in place another Merkaba structure drops down from the Divine Creator, this structure encases the Higher Self. The two Merkaba structures come into alignment with each other. This is the alignment of the inner self with then higher self. This aligns your soul purpose with your earth purpose and integrates with the divine spiritual purpose. When the Inner self and Higher self unite, the energy of manifestation occurs. Manifestation energy can only be produced and conducted when the inner self and higher self unite. (.the polarity current is inner self has negative pole and higher self has a positive pole.) The first time I witnessed this, I ask what is this.and I was told, “It is as if Buddha and Jesus wed so that Mary will be born”

The second activation is the Eye of Horus. I see and feel a big eye in the back of the head. I was told this structure was accepted by humanity with the thought it would retain knowledge. Now it is holds people to the past, keeping them a state of waiting for the past to come back. This structure is removed and three light beams come in from Creator, they are clear, neon colors. A triangle is formed and the beams connect in the back of the Heart charka. See enables the receiver to have a clear the path to Divine will. It sets the energy up for the transition of going from working with Masters to being the Divine working Master. Thy will, will be done on EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.

The third is the Golden kundali awakening. I witness three spirals on top of the head, which represent the Trinity Aspects of the Soul, Spirit and Human. A clearing and alignment is facilitated by spinning the spirals. Then the spirals expand and appear as a hooded cobra. This energy connects to the Galactic Center, braids and ascends down the Hara Line through the transpersonal charka to the root chakra. The energy is golden, not red. This is the alignment and awakening of the transition into the dimensional Tree of Life Grid.

The fourth is the Sacred Heart a cross is formed on the initiate, and two golden ratio spirals are placed in, as the shape of a heart. Then Gaia slays the person in the spirit. This activation brings in the three Mothers; The Trinity Mothers of the Tree of Life. This releases the heart of bondage with the death of an archetype that no longer serves your higher self. This is the doorway to awakening to the Solar Heart, which I believe to be the fifth activation. This process is the beginning of the collapsing of the Soul Monad. This empowers you to ascend to a Solar Monadic System.

Just when you think, enough, you receive more. June 2004 I began to witness the Matrixes. As I was doing a distance reading /healing over the phone suddenly, I began to witness something different. I knew my work had evolved from pulling programs as I originally had been taught. I was working beyond, in the parallel existences of the whole Monad. I heard it is time for you to see the Matrix .On this day I was shown the Matrix Grid to the Archetypical patterns that hold the programs, the beliefs that capture humanity. I was given specific instructions on how to disengage the Matrixes. To free the Monad from the illusion so that it may once again return to the Divine source.
For those of you who may not be familiar with the term Monad, this is my understanding of the Soul Monad. When the Divine source of all there is, ignited to experience all there is, and burst into particles from the infinite into aspects the Soul Monads where formed. The Soul Monad is represented by 12 aspects of archetypal expression .Which is expressed through one of the 12 Soul Selves. Each individual human being has a Soul. The human houses the Soul. This Soul housed in the human being is one of the Soul Self aspects, which are part of a Soul Monad. The Soul Monad consists of 12 Soul Self expressions within the whole. Some of the Soul Self aspects may actually be in the third plane of existence simultaneously. That means living in the earth plane and experiencing life at the same period or overlapping time frame. Example one aspect could be 90years old living in South Africa and another 5years old living in South Bend Indiana USA. The Soul Monad is working on the completing original script of life, which was contracted in the beginning of existence. When to the original mission is remembered and completed the Soul Monad returns to oneness with the Divine infinite, which in all reality it never separated from the Divine to begin with. Because of the veils of illusion, clarity is lost and a Soul’s delusion is it separate from spirit and has forgotten it is always one.

It is the Soul Monad that “Sins” and carries the emotional traumas into the next existence, or what has been labeled as Karma. The Monad’s mission gets a little sidetracked at this point as it has taken on the additional job of clearing from the emotional traumas that are experienced during the life journey .These are created from emotional attachment to the life experience which is lodged in the Auric field .This is the creation of the orbs. Which are now blocking the perception of the Soul. The Soul Self is unable remember the original blueprint. As the Soul Monad clears, it evolves and begins to complete its original assignment. Some aspects of the 12 Soul Selves may have completed their assignment and already be evolved past the traumas. This is the entrance into total remembrance. These members to not have to return to the third plane to the earth plane. They are your cosmic cheerleaders so to speak, they hold the blueprint of the original mission. As more of the Monadic Soul Selves return to Divine Source in the seventh plane of existence the lessons gets easier, clearer on the earth plane. Clarity is more readily obtainable for the remaining Soul Self that is still engaged in the existence on the third plane, Earth. The third plane Earth is school; this is the only plane the Soul Monad evolves by understanding the lessons and clears the contracts. Other Soul Selves may to living in other dimension, other parallel realities, their “stuff’ may filter down into this dimension and the Soul Self in this plane clears the traumas from the other dimensions. That is what happens when we seem to repeating lessons. As the Monad clears, it collapses into its self, by releasing and healing the archetypes.

Soul Groups are a collection of Soul Monads that came to the Earth to work on issues together. They carry the same vibration frequencies within the group, but may have some archetypical difference. This is their strength, but it can also become weakness. When the group looses perspective of the whole Divine and becomes too dogmatic with its agenda. The vision of the Group becomes the quest, and it is forgotten that it is apart of the whole. Example of this would be National agendas, Political groups, Religious fanatics, any type of Cult behaviors that believe they have the only answer to the only way. If someone within this group doesn’t wake up to diversity of the Whole Existence, we all stay trapped inside the delusion. These groups are working with a particular Matrix grid. The groups are actually here to break free from the Matrix grid they are working within. This does not mean this is your entire Soul Family nor does it mean you will consciously know the others while you are in this existence. You may be one who appears to work against the group. This challenge may help to bring action that creates change, which invokes energy for enlightenment and freedom from the Matrix grid.

Soul Families are many Soul Groups that are connected to the same mission, share archetypes but may appear to have different agendas that intertwine to create a whole construct. Example could be The Healer Archetype. You have energetic healers facilitating work in the best and highest way that considers their work holistic. There are many variations of healing modalities; all consider theirs the best .Then you have Doctors who have studied Allopathic medicine; the work appears to be different but the agenda is the same, to heal. These categories could be broke down even more, more separated from the whole purpose, which is to heal the whole human. This is one example of if we don’t accept the diversity and see the unity we will all stay stuck.

What are the Matrixes? Basically, in its rawest form, it is thought form. Group conscious energy in thought form that may have had a significant purpose but now maybe trapped energy, a corrupt file. Usually corrupted by power or control which in reality is a fear-based action. A Matrix has more holding power than just a belief. The energy is a reflection of negative thought or limiting thought that is designed from fear. Fear may have other faces and names but bottom line it is fear, which is lack of love. The distorted matrixes have mirror images to the divine. After the contaminated matrixes are released, the Divine Matrix is free to plug in. An example of these would to going from Emotional Love to Divine Love, Powerless to Divine Power. These are main Matrixes. I have witnessed several sub matrixes be attached to a main matrix.

Why does the matrix have more power? It’s in the design. How? The intention of the design was created so that humanity could communicate as a whole with the possibilities of telepathic communication through form so when file corrupted it ran like virus through out the soul groups and families. This energy is called a misaim in Homeopathy.













Merkaba
Merkaba, also spelled Merkabah, is the divine light vehicle allegedly used by ascended masters to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light, (wheels within wheels), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another.
In modern esoteric teachings, it is taught that the MerKaBa is an interdimensional vehicle consisting of two equally sized, interlocked tetrahedron of light with a common center, where one tetrahedron points up and the other down. This point symmetric form is called a stella octangula or stellated octahedron which can also be obtained by extending the faces of a regular octahedron until they intersect again.
In his books, researcher and physicist Drunvalo Melchizedek describes this figure as a "Star Tetrahedron", since it can be viewed as a three dimensional Star of David. By imagining two superimposed "Star Tetrahedrons" as counterrotating, along with specific "prana" breathing techniques, certain eye movements and mudras, it is taught that one can activate a non-visible 'saucer' shaped energy field around the human body that is anchored at the base of the spine.
Depending on the height of the person doing the exercise, this field is about 55 feet across. Once activated, this 'saucer' shaped field is capable of carrying ones consciousness directly to higher dimensions.
The word Merkaba or Merkava - Hebrew 'Chariot'or general meaning "to ride an animal, in a chariot" - is used in the Bible (Ezekiel 1:4-26) to refer to the throne-chariot of God, the four-wheeled vehicle driven by four Cherubim, each of which has four wings and four faces (of a man, lion, ox, and eagle). Four means 'time' in alchemy.

The external merkaba

The Inner Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Inner Self. This structure houses 6 archetypes that we all have in common. These archetypes are Child, Female, Male, Victim, Persecutor, and Rescuer.

The triangle pointing upward represents the male

The triangle pointing downward represents the female energy
The Higher Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Higher Self. Our archetypical gifts live here. These differ between individuals. They are pieces of self that we came with that are complete and the parts that seek to be whole. The map for the Journey of this lifetime, and all time.






Orbs-contain the soul fragments of traumas that hold us in a pattern, this diffusion of light distorts the perception of the soul .When the orb is returned to the charka it is related to, the charka absorbs the orb heals the trauma and the undeveloped light becomes light. Our perception becomes clear, and clarity is restored. Orbs encapsulate the trauma, the life threads hold it in place until we release; the release occurs when the chakra absorbs the energy and the energy is returned to the light. The orbs hold the vibration of the trauma, the belief. Like a signal, this continues to draw the same frequency to it. We carry these with us through all time until they heal. They are carried by the soul; from history, mass conciseness, and DNA beliefs it is the soul’s journey to heal the attachment to the story by releasing, transmuting and transforming it into the light body. As this transmutes and your energy frees you will have more capacity to carry light. This enables us to wake up from the illusion and release from the matrixes. The lighten body for the accession process develops. This reabsorbing collapses the Gestalt; group of programs. Clears a group of programs that are all related that come from the initial emotional wound the chakras absorb emotion trauma.

Hara line= KA, Middle pillar are all one and the same this trunk of the tree so to speak. All grows from this. The tree is fed from the energy through the roots; the access portal to the soul of Earth, the energy is then distributed to the tree the braches via the paths to the balancers.

Life threads- An energetic thread that goes out into the world paths to explore possibilities. Threads that energetically link to Soul experiences. When trauma occurs and fears lodge within the psyche and the physical, the life thread holds this energy in place until we heal. Sometimes entangling their self in fear. This is where all imbalances occur, from the energy being engaged, entangled into the fear, and lost in the dark. Threads that link energetic attachment to a belief, which are within the orbs. The orbs are attached by Life threads, an energetic thread that became unwoven. Some have classified this as cords; cords are life threads, they became disengaged from the whole, through emotional attachment, or trauma. Side tracked by life, or life is side tracked; stepping off the yellow brick road. The cutting of cords does not heal the life threads it is only a temporary fix. The orb must return into the physical, the life thread will integrate back into the life force of the whole. Back into the Hara, the middle pillar, the KA these are all the same. When we choose to enter a life path, energy threads weave out to explore the paths.

Fear undeveloped light caught in the dark

Biospheres contain flowers of life where life is contained






Flowers of life
The Flower of Life is a geometrical figure composed of multiple evenly-spaced, overlapping circles, that are arranged so that they form a flower-like pattern with a six-fold symmetry like a hexagon. In other words, the center of each circle is on the circumference of six surrounding circles of the same diameter. The Temple of Osiris at Abydos, Egypt contains the oldest to date example. it is carved in granite and may possibly represent the Eye of Ra a symbol of the authority of the pharaoh




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Who is Kimberly?
I was born Kimberly Ray McClendon 10/07/1960 in small Kentucky town with a bloodline blend of Scotch Irish and Cherokee and lived an uneventful small town life. My mother had a beauty shop in the home and my father was a teacher He taught biology and physiology. I use to grade his students test papers, just to have something to do. His test where all fill in the blank and essay. He believed either you knew the human body and the systems or not. There was no margin for mistake and no-guessing games on his test. It was common for anatomical charts of the human body or plastic body parts lying around the house. Besides that as a child, I stayed in my room a lot and cried, always feeling misunderstood and alone in life. My teenage years where typical of the 70’s kid, I mostly stayed stoned through out high school. Now I know I was an emotional empath and I could feel human pain on all levels and could not separate it from my own pain as a child. The drugs and alcohol numbed me out as a teenager. After graduation, I immediately went to a Medical Laboratory Technical vocational school. This didn’t make any sense because I hated science and had always wanted to be a commercial artist. I loathed working in the hospitals and clinical laboratories that I remained in for 15 years. I never felt like I was where I belonged. Despite the fact, I successfully worked as a supervisor of Blood Bank in a hospital for ten years. I left that position to be head of the Bacteriology department in a diagnostic clinic.

I married at age 19. We had met partying and continued do so; our life was work and party. We purchased a little white house in the county and acquired a golden retriever. Soon we became interested in the breed and sport of dog showing. This was the only real excitement in my life .My escape from reality. We traveled and successfully showed dogs for about 12 years.

Our partying days came to a halt. When the police arrived to a party, we had attended. Our friends ended up in prison for trafficking drugs and I had a wake call. I remember the day my parents came to get me out of jail. On the way home, I made a deal with God if you get me out of this I’ll do whatever for you. Can you image the laughter that rang through the universe? I remember when I invoked this prayer of commitment, an opening formed in the sky and a light beamed into my crown. I tried to tell my partner, he told me I was hung over and delusional. The timing of this life event happened at the same time as what is known as the Universal Harmonic Convergence.

June 22, 1991 my life changed again when my daughter was born. Things that seemed significant before had no meaning now. This being of love was all where was. Life was a different adventure now.

When my daughter was about two, my husband did not come home one night. After being married all of my adult life, at the magical number of 33, I was suddenly a single mother of a two year old. My uneventful life flipped upside down and I had no coping skills. I never had to struggle in my life and suddenly life was a struggle. Like that was not enough. My, boss in my present job was very insecure and controlling, the type that kicks you when your down. I was at the lowest point of my life and she was adding straws to the camel’s back daily. One day when I was laying in my bedroom floor curled up in a fetal position uncontrollably crying, begging God to take me. I couldn’t take anymore, my personal life and career both where crumbling. Abruptly I stopped crying and got up with this knowing I had to quit my job and go to massage school. There was nobody in my life to stop me. I could do want ever I wanted to. Now looking back God did take me, I surrendered. Moreover, I see my old boss as an angel that kicked my ass.

That summer I bred every dog I had. I had never bred my dogs to make money, only for the purpose to have a new show dog. God gave me this resource, my dogs. I had loved and natured them, now in this moment they where taking care of me. I had a national reputation in the dog world so I knew I had homes available waiting for puppies. That summer I quit a career of fifteen years with full paid benefits to raise puppies, with my daughter and began massage school. This was best summer of my life.

Massage school was easy for me. From the beginning, I knew exactly where, to put my hands, I just knew. The school I attended was traditional massage and did not offer any energy classes nor did they discuss energy with us. I do remember a couple of people who said they did Reike but I was unfamiliar with the term. One day at lunch the Reike girls approached me and ask if they do some work on me. Sure, I’m game.

The whole time I was on the table, they kept discussing among themselves my energy. Something about it was different to them from others. Apparently, my field had a high vibration; I was clueless to what this meant. The next day when I arrived to school one of the Reike girls told me she had something to tell me. She clasped my arms and looked into my eyes and said,”There are Angels who choose to walk on Earth; they came because they have work to do for humanity, you are an Earth Angel”. I laughed and said,”I don’t see any wings on my back, or a halo”. She replied, “You do have a halo and you just haven’t used your wings yet.” Maybe an Angel with one wing in the fire?.

About six months later, I was working for myself, establishing my massage business. One day this guy showed up at my office, said he had been looking for me. He told me we shared a mutual friend and that he did energy work. He wanted to do a session on me. Sure, I’m open so I agreed to experience the work. Again, this person was in awe with my field. He had never worked with anyone that was as sensitive as I was. I could track the energy through out my body. He couldn’t believe how sensitive I was for the first time I had received work. I had forgotten about my one Reike experience. I could track the energy moving through my body into the organs and feel chunks of things breaking away from my body. It was pure joy for him to work on me because of my ability to sense the energy and give feed back of the experience. He probably worked on me about three or 4 times. I do not remember his name. I don’t know what he called the work he did. I do remember him talking about a book called something like, Dancing with Dragon. I do know this was an awakening of something deep within me.

In conversation he shared with me about children who could see energy and beings that where in other planes of existence. I knew my daughter was one of these children .She had always had an imagery friend and she would sing and talk to the angels. I thought is just her imagination and I was going along with it because it was fun. That night when I got home, I ask her if she saw lights around people and she said, “No, mommy it’s not around people it takes their shape”. She sat me down and explained all about the colors, that she so innocently saw, energy as I had labeled it. My life has never been the same. That started the quest .I had to get my hands on all the information I could so when my innocent one ask questions I would have explanations.

I began buying books that had pictures I could show her so she would know other people also saw what she did. Of course, she did not know that the rest of the world didn’t see everything that she saw.

By this time, my kinesics abilities that kicked in. I could feel the energies she could see, I knew the colors because I could feel them. I thought that this was just something that happened to all massage therapists. I went back to school for another 6months, to take an advanced therapeutic massage techniques and I found out this was not true. Not everyone had the natural ability to know where the pain was in the body. Actually, most didn’t know of what I was talking about when I explained I could feel the patient’s pain. I knew where to put my hands because I could feel the pain. At times when I was working, it would feel as if someone took my hands and placed them as if I had no control over my own hands. Sometimes my hands would seem to be stuck on a body part and I couldn’t move. I would feel a very emotional wave of sadness that would subside into a feeling of relief. I started asking other therapist if they felt this, and I would get a very puzzled look with very little response. I was discussing this one day with another therapist, when she was on my table and I showed her what was going on with me and she told me I was doing energy work I was a healer and there was as organization that did Healing Touch, their modalities where like what I was intuitively doing. She gave me a flyer about these classes and insisted that I go to them. This marked another turning point in my life.

I finally felt at home. When I went to my first Healing Touch class, this was family a kinship of people, a gathering of kinder spirits. I attended as many Healing Touch classes as possible; I don’t know how many times I repeated level one just to be in the energy with other people doing what I was doing. Pandora’s Box was open. Within a month from taking my first Healing Touch class, I attended Reike I & II. To be quit honest I didn’t feel that much at Reike. At that time, I didn’t understand the concept of someone had to pass an attunement to another person. My own healing energies occurred naturally, so this wasn’t a perception for me. I did understand how the intent of the ritual opened the door for some people that believe another must hand over the power. I believe the receiving of any energy work awakens the connection to the Creator within.

Within a 2-month period, I attended Healing Touch I, Rekei I & II and Healing Touch Level II. In addition, I was doing daily self-healings and meditating for hours. I was an energy junkie. I was listening to Dr. Wayne Dyer’s Ultimate Omm morning and evening. One day lying in my healing room after finishing the Omm exercise and starting the Marianne Wilmson tape, I expanded into an altered state. Suddenly I felt someone grasp a hold of my feet. I opened my eyes no one was physically there. A force across my chest pushed me back down flat onto the table and my feet and chest where being held by invisible beings. My left arm flung out to my side and the right followed. It felt as if my wrist where being tied down. An excruciating pain went through the palms of my hands. It felt like a nail gun shot through my palms and made an opening. From the bottom of my soles, energy began to spin and move up trough my body. Every physical trauma I had never experienced energetically spun out of my body. I felt stitches from child hood, release. I felt vaccinations and shots in my behind buzz out of me like a beehive. I re-experienced the birth my daughter, which was c-section in reverse. When the energy hit my mouth I felt dental work reserve out of my teeth and I could taste metal and Novocain. This was the first time I was aware of my guides working on me without a facilitator present. For three days, my hands excreted a sweet aroma. To this day I have, no explanation of the event other than it was the initiation into the next chapter of my life. That was only the beginning of many visitations, healings and initiations.

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In The Beginning
How did the Sphere Work begin? I have been a massage therapist and energy healer facilitator since 1995. Some where along the way as I was working in the energy field I stumbled across cords that seemed to come out of the clients charkas. Cords are known of and discussed in various different modalities. Nothing new. I happily went along my merely way turning the work over as I always did just being the facilitator for Creator is the healer.

For several years, I attended a Healing Touch practice group in Nashville TN led by Bonnie Johnson. Bonnie is an accomplished instructor and empowering mentor. As we practiced our Healing Touch techniques, I always off doing something else in the field. Bonnie would sometimes question me “What was that?” my respond was usually just a shroud of the shoulders a gestured of don’t ask me I don’t have a clue. I have always marched to a different beat than most, and I just labeled as my definite nature .Besides all I needed to know was Creator is the healer I’m only the facilitator.

Along my journey, I studied every modality coming and going. My seeker couldn’t get enough information. The part of me that seemed definite to others was the seeker. The seeker who knew everything is the same, on some level we are all working on the same thing; not one modality is better than another it just has a different vibrational frequency. A different tone that fits into the Universal Harmonic Grid. Like the colors of threads that weave the big tapestry. I want to experience all the colors.

One day as I was questioning myself; by sharing my findings with another Healing Touch instructor and friend Marty Rather. She made a comment about being the puppet, as long as let you’re yourself be the puppet you will be. Ask questions so you can be a conscious healer. I had never thought about being a conscious healer. It had never matter to me what was going go as I did the work for Creator was the healer. From that moment, I found the meaning of “Ask and you shall receive.” Because I ask I began to notice specific patterns in the work I, intangibly did. Sequences and similaries began to emerge that where different from my studies with other modalities.

I had to know the answer to this, where is the book who is teaching this workshop. There had to be other monkeys out there. I was like a Multi level marketer, the ones that have passion, and want to discuss their product to anyone within three feet of them. I couldn’t find “The Answer”. I found partial answers, pieces that I wove together from seeking other healers and scholars. I would receive information a symbol from Creator that was connected to some culture or religious symbol .Off; I would go again to the next quest. This is it, only to find it was part of the whole. Pieces would fall into my hands from the most unlikely sources. Finally, one day I screamed out “NO MORE. I AM NOT WORKING ON ANOTHER PERSON UNTIL I SEE THE WHOLE THING” Wham!!
I saw the Holographic Crystalline Grid of many Energy Systems interconnected together as a whole, like nothing I had never seen before. Unlike anything, I had read about. I saw it in its entirety. That was Sept 2002; I witnessed the first activation that day. Today is Dec15th 2006 and I saw the rest of the picture. (Not true) .A picture that is never complete, just when you think it’s done another dimension is revealed.

What is the Sphere Work?
What is this Energy System, how is it different from other working systems? How does it relate to the other systems, to the whole?

The Sphere grid is similar to the Tree of Life grid in the ancient Kabala writings and by knows means is I an expert Cabbalist. When I drew out the diagram of the energy I was working with, I did not recognize this in the beginning as the kabala grid... I had never studied the Kabala. I’m from Southern KY and that sounded like something you put on a grill at a fancy picnic.

Jan 2003 I was in Orlando Fld at the New Age Retail show, and the Kabala Center out of New York was there. My solar plexus pulled me to their booth. I started crying when I saw the Tree of Life Grid. There it was. The spheres and the paths I had drawn, and had consciously been working with since 1999, were right there in front of me. I hadn’t found anything new; I was just tangibly feeling, seeing and hearing the Tree of Life. I was listening to the spheres and the paths. Now I was happy. This is the “Book” I’ve been looking for; yes, I knew someone had written about this. My search was over. Then I noticed I had documented what seemed to be 15 spheres, which didn’t quit match, the traditional Tree grid.

Well at least somebody could hear my story now I would find those who had the answers. I respectively found that most Cabbalists are very dogmatic in their study and just as passionate as I am. I soon as I said,” No there’s 15 spheres” they would no longer hear me and conversation was over. I would hear “Well then it’s not the Tree of Life”. Lip hanging, I would walk away discouraged. Would I never find anyone out there that knew the answer?

Willingly I kept taking an assortment of varied workshops and reading books looking for the answers.

This journey had turned my massage therapy work into a more integrative holistic practice. By this time, I was also a clinical hypnotherapist, doing past life regression and integrative archetypical sessions. I had also crossed paths with a few Shamans and was throwing that into the kettle too. I began teaching other bodies of work such as Vianna Stibal’s Thetahealing and Crystal Journey classes that I had designed along the way. After all, I am a walking information counter and I love to share and help others so teaching was a natural progression. Meantime I kept doing the Sphere work when I found a willing body and documenting my findings.

The Grid
The cords from long since the beginning had a different name, Life Threads. They attach to balloons out in the field, which now are called Orbs. The Orbs contain emotional trauma. I have channeled information about the description of each of the spheres and their role. The outer spheres in the grid are the Balancers and they each have a light beam that connects them to each other, these beams are the Paths. By then I knew the Balancers represented where you are in your journey with creation and the paths are your next journey. Their are all fed by the Middle Pillar ,which has been called the Hara Line , the KA in other studies and is Governing and Conception vessel in the Meridian Energy System. This contains Life Force energy that connects the Heavens to the Earth. These are the portal doorways to God the Creator and the Creation.
Out past the grid to the spheres lays another grid it is the shape of the Star of David, the alchemy star, or the Merkaba as some have labeled it. This is like the casing of the Sausage. Within are the layers of the Auric Field, and then is the Balancer Grid with its Paths like the Tree of Life grid. In the center, layering on top of the Hara line is three Biospheres. Biospheres that house Flowers of Life within. Each Biosphere alone represents either past, now and future time, together they are all time. Each Biosphere has an axis in the center that connects to the Universal Web of all information the Divine Matrix. This axis can become stuck, information becomes distorted by the Orbs that are lodged out in field that are connected by the Life Threads that come from the Hara line that explored the Paths that connect to the Balancers. The underneath layer is the Charka energy system. These systems Holographic layer on top of each other, connect to each other and work together. Sounds like a Dr, Seuss book. This is the easy part. After orbs begin to clear and more energy was available. The Activations were beginning to be set in place.

November 2003 the work changed, suddenly I was doing a series activations with the Sphere Work. I was seeing additional symbols and grids.

The activations, which I believe are awakenings to the pristine energy that is available. This series of Activations, Attunements, or Awakenings seem to be the initiation of the light body to the ascension process. So far, I have witnessed four, I believe there are seven. (I have seen the 5th)
The first activation is the Mother Matrix. In this work, the three Biospheres’ are spun after the balance grid and hara line come into alignment. When they synchronize into the zone of All Time and a small Merkaba raises out of the Hara just below the navel .This is the Inner Merkaba, which encases the Inner Self core essence. The filaments of the Inner Merkaba structure are repaired and energized. A new energetic umbilical cord is then wove, and connected to the divine Mother Matrix. After this connection is in place another Merkaba structure drops down from the Divine Creator, this structure encases the Higher Self. The two Merkaba structures come into alignment with each other. This is the alignment of the inner self with then higher self. This aligns your soul purpose with your earth purpose and integrates with the divine spiritual purpose. When the Inner self and Higher self unite, the energy of manifestation occurs. Manifestation energy can only be produced and conducted when the inner self and higher self unite. (.the polarity current is inner self has negative pole and higher self has a positive pole.) The first time I witnessed this, I ask what is this.and I was told, “It is as if Buddha and Jesus wed so that Mary will be born”

The second activation is the Eye of Horus. I see and feel a big eye in the back of the head. I was told this structure was accepted by humanity with the thought it would retain knowledge. Now it is holds people to the past, keeping them a state of waiting for the past to come back. This structure is removed and three light beams come in from Creator, they are clear, neon colors. A triangle is formed and the beams connect in the back of the Heart charka. See enables the receiver to have a clear the path to Divine will. It sets the energy up for the transition of going from working with Masters to being the Divine working Master. Thy will, will be done on EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.

The third is the Golden kundali awakening. I witness three spirals on top of the head, which represent the Trinity Aspects of the Soul, Spirit and Human. A clearing and alignment is facilitated by spinning the spirals. Then the spirals expand and appear as a hooded cobra. This energy connects to the Galactic Center, braids and ascends down the Hara Line through the transpersonal charka to the root chakra. The energy is golden, not red. This is the alignment and awakening of the transition into the dimensional Tree of Life Grid.

The fourth is the Sacred Heart a cross is formed on the initiate, and two golden ratio spirals are placed in, as the shape of a heart. Then Gaia slays the person in the spirit. This activation brings in the three Mothers; The Trinity Mothers of the Tree of Life. This releases the heart of bondage with the death of an archetype that no longer serves your higher self. This is the doorway to awakening to the Solar Heart, which I believe to be the fifth activation. This process is the beginning of the collapsing of the Soul Monad. This empowers you to ascend to a Solar Monadic System.

Just when you think, enough, you receive more. June 2004 I began to witness the Matrixes. As I was doing a distance reading /healing over the phone suddenly, I began to witness something different. I knew my work had evolved from pulling programs as I originally had been taught. I was working beyond, in the parallel existences of the whole Monad. I heard it is time for you to see the Matrix .On this day I was shown the Matrix Grid to the Archetypical patterns that hold the programs, the beliefs that capture humanity. I was given specific instructions on how to disengage the Matrixes. To free the Monad from the illusion so that it may once again return to the Divine source.
For those of you who may not be familiar with the term Monad, this is my understanding of the Soul Monad. When the Divine source of all there is, ignited to experience all there is, and burst into particles from the infinite into aspects the Soul Monads where formed. The Soul Monad is represented by 12 aspects of archetypal expression .Which is expressed through one of the 12 Soul Selves. Each individual human being has a Soul. The human houses the Soul. This Soul housed in the human being is one of the Soul Self aspects, which are part of a Soul Monad. The Soul Monad consists of 12 Soul Self expressions within the whole. Some of the Soul Self aspects may actually be in the third plane of existence simultaneously. That means living in the earth plane and experiencing life at the same period or overlapping time frame. Example one aspect could be 90years old living in South Africa and another 5years old living in South Bend Indiana USA. The Soul Monad is working on the completing original script of life, which was contracted in the beginning of existence. When to the original mission is remembered and completed the Soul Monad returns to oneness with the Divine infinite, which in all reality it never separated from the Divine to begin with. Because of the veils of illusion, clarity is lost and a Soul’s delusion is it separate from spirit and has forgotten it is always one.

It is the Soul Monad that “Sins” and carries the emotional traumas into the next existence, or what has been labeled as Karma. The Monad’s mission gets a little sidetracked at this point as it has taken on the additional job of clearing from the emotional traumas that are experienced during the life journey .These are created from emotional attachment to the life experience which is lodged in the Auric field .This is the creation of the orbs. Which are now blocking the perception of the Soul. The Soul Self is unable remember the original blueprint. As the Soul Monad clears, it evolves and begins to complete its original assignment. Some aspects of the 12 Soul Selves may have completed their assignment and already be evolved past the traumas. This is the entrance into total remembrance. These members to not have to return to the third plane to the earth plane. They are your cosmic cheerleaders so to speak, they hold the blueprint of the original mission. As more of the Monadic Soul Selves return to Divine Source in the seventh plane of existence the lessons gets easier, clearer on the earth plane. Clarity is more readily obtainable for the remaining Soul Self that is still engaged in the existence on the third plane, Earth. The third plane Earth is school; this is the only plane the Soul Monad evolves by understanding the lessons and clears the contracts. Other Soul Selves may to living in other dimension, other parallel realities, their “stuff’ may filter down into this dimension and the Soul Self in this plane clears the traumas from the other dimensions. That is what happens when we seem to repeating lessons. As the Monad clears, it collapses into its self, by releasing and healing the archetypes.

Soul Groups are a collection of Soul Monads that came to the Earth to work on issues together. They carry the same vibration frequencies within the group, but may have some archetypical difference. This is their strength, but it can also become weakness. When the group looses perspective of the whole Divine and becomes too dogmatic with its agenda. The vision of the Group becomes the quest, and it is forgotten that it is apart of the whole. Example of this would be National agendas, Political groups, Religious fanatics, any type of Cult behaviors that believe they have the only answer to the only way. If someone within this group doesn’t wake up to diversity of the Whole Existence, we all stay trapped inside the delusion. These groups are working with a particular Matrix grid. The groups are actually here to break free from the Matrix grid they are working within. This does not mean this is your entire Soul Family nor does it mean you will consciously know the others while you are in this existence. You may be one who appears to work against the group. This challenge may help to bring action that creates change, which invokes energy for enlightenment and freedom from the Matrix grid.

Soul Families are many Soul Groups that are connected to the same mission, share archetypes but may appear to have different agendas that intertwine to create a whole construct. Example could be The Healer Archetype. You have energetic healers facilitating work in the best and highest way that considers their work holistic. There are many variations of healing modalities; all consider theirs the best .Then you have Doctors who have studied Allopathic medicine; the work appears to be different but the agenda is the same, to heal. These categories could be broke down even more, more separated from the whole purpose, which is to heal the whole human. This is one example of if we don’t accept the diversity and see the unity we will all stay stuck.

What are the Matrixes? Basically, in its rawest form, it is thought form. Group conscious energy in thought form that may have had a significant purpose but now maybe trapped energy, a corrupt file. Usually corrupted by power or control which in reality is a fear-based action. A Matrix has more holding power than just a belief. The energy is a reflection of negative thought or limiting thought that is designed from fear. Fear may have other faces and names but bottom line it is fear, which is lack of love. The distorted matrixes have mirror images to the divine. After the contaminated matrixes are released, the Divine Matrix is free to plug in. An example of these would to going from Emotional Love to Divine Love, Powerless to Divine Power. These are main Matrixes. I have witnessed several sub matrixes be attached to a main matrix.

Why does the matrix have more power? It’s in the design. How? The intention of the design was created so that humanity could communicate as a whole with the possibilities of telepathic communication through form so when file corrupted it ran like virus through out the soul groups and families. This energy is called a misaim in Homeopathy.













Merkaba
Merkaba, also spelled Merkabah, is the divine light vehicle allegedly used by ascended masters to connect with and reach those in tune with the higher realms. "Mer" means Light. "Ka" means Spirit. "Ba" means Body. Mer-Ka-Ba means the spirit/body surrounded by counter-rotating fields of light, (wheels within wheels), spirals of energy as in DNA, which transports spirit/body from one dimension to another.
In modern esoteric teachings, it is taught that the MerKaBa is an interdimensional vehicle consisting of two equally sized, interlocked tetrahedron of light with a common center, where one tetrahedron points up and the other down. This point symmetric form is called a stella octangula or stellated octahedron which can also be obtained by extending the faces of a regular octahedron until they intersect again.
In his books, researcher and physicist Drunvalo Melchizedek describes this figure as a "Star Tetrahedron", since it can be viewed as a three dimensional Star of David. By imagining two superimposed "Star Tetrahedrons" as counterrotating, along with specific "prana" breathing techniques, certain eye movements and mudras, it is taught that one can activate a non-visible 'saucer' shaped energy field around the human body that is anchored at the base of the spine.
Depending on the height of the person doing the exercise, this field is about 55 feet across. Once activated, this 'saucer' shaped field is capable of carrying ones consciousness directly to higher dimensions.
The word Merkaba or Merkava - Hebrew 'Chariot'or general meaning "to ride an animal, in a chariot" - is used in the Bible (Ezekiel 1:4-26) to refer to the throne-chariot of God, the four-wheeled vehicle driven by four Cherubim, each of which has four wings and four faces (of a man, lion, ox, and eagle). Four means 'time' in alchemy.

The external merkaba

The Inner Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Inner Self. This structure houses 6 archetypes that we all have in common. These archetypes are Child, Female, Male, Victim, Persecutor, and Rescuer.

The triangle pointing upward represents the male

The triangle pointing downward represents the female energy
The Higher Self Merkaba is the house of the template of the Higher Self. Our archetypical gifts live here. These differ between individuals. They are pieces of self that we came with that are complete and the parts that seek to be whole. The map for the Journey of this lifetime, and all time.






Orbs-contain the soul fragments of traumas that hold us in a pattern, this diffusion of light distorts the perception of the soul .When the orb is returned to the charka it is related to, the charka absorbs the orb heals the trauma and the undeveloped light becomes light. Our perception becomes clear, and clarity is restored. Orbs encapsulate the trauma, the life threads hold it in place until we release; the release occurs when the chakra absorbs the energy and the energy is returned to the light. The orbs hold the vibration of the trauma, the belief. Like a signal, this continues to draw the same frequency to it. We carry these with us through all time until they heal. They are carried by the soul; from history, mass conciseness, and DNA beliefs it is the soul’s journey to heal the attachment to the story by releasing, transmuting and transforming it into the light body. As this transmutes and your energy frees you will have more capacity to carry light. This enables us to wake up from the illusion and release from the matrixes. The lighten body for the accession process develops. This reabsorbing collapses the Gestalt; group of programs. Clears a group of programs that are all related that come from the initial emotional wound the chakras absorb emotion trauma.

Hara line= KA, Middle pillar are all one and the same this trunk of the tree so to speak. All grows from this. The tree is fed from the energy through the roots; the access portal to the soul of Earth, the energy is then distributed to the tree the braches via the paths to the balancers.

Life threads- An energetic thread that goes out into the world paths to explore possibilities. Threads that energetically link to Soul experiences. When trauma occurs and fears lodge within the psyche and the physical, the life thread holds this energy in place until we heal. Sometimes entangling their self in fear. This is where all imbalances occur, from the energy being engaged, entangled into the fear, and lost in the dark. Threads that link energetic attachment to a belief, which are within the orbs. The orbs are attached by Life threads, an energetic thread that became unwoven. Some have classified this as cords; cords are life threads, they became disengaged from the whole, through emotional attachment, or trauma. Side tracked by life, or life is side tracked; stepping off the yellow brick road. The cutting of cords does not heal the life threads it is only a temporary fix. The orb must return into the physical, the life thread will integrate back into the life force of the whole. Back into the Hara, the middle pillar, the KA these are all the same. When we choose to enter a life path, energy threads weave out to explore the paths.

Fear undeveloped light caught in the dark

Biospheres contain flowers of life where life is contained






Flowers of life
The Flower of Life is a geometrical figure composed of multiple evenly-spaced, overlapping circles, that are arranged so that they form a flower-like pattern with a six-fold symmetry like a hexagon. In other words, the center of each circle is on the circumference of six surrounding circles of the same diameter. The Temple of Osiris at Abydos, Egypt contains the oldest to date example. it is carved in granite and may possibly represent the Eye of Ra a symbol of the authority of the pharaoh